I'm at a loss of words.

Lately I have just been sad. I'm really ready to feel better. I'm missing out on high school and it kills me. Ppl say " it could always be worse . " I realize that..I really do - And I'm thankful I don't have terminal cancer. But you CAN die from Lyme disease. I dont know what to say anymore. I'm sick and tired of feeling like shit and having every day be a constant struggle.. :/